Amber Drake
AKA Darkamber.
Artist, poet & writer.
Cat mum, goth & nerd.Non-practising Pagan hard polytheist.
Former Lokean godspouse.Contact: darkamber @darkamber.net
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Tag Archives: past life trauma
The Saboteur, part 2 – Origin
I wrote about the Saboteur several times in 2012. Like here and here. Short version: I was kidnapped at a young age and sexually tortured until I my mind broke. I ended up killing myself. My soul sharded due to … Continue reading
The Saboteur, part 1
When Loki first told me (via a Lokean friend with a godphone) about the Saboteur, early in 2012, I thought it was a Jungian shadow archetype. It turned out to be something quite different. Then Loki told me that it … Continue reading
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Tagged Big Block, mental health issues, past life trauma, past lives, soul sharding, The Saboteur
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On Freyr, and on being broken.
Back in autumn 2011 I had a life tree divination with runes done. A rune for Freyr popped up, and it seemed like He was a part of my wyrd. In October 2011, I went and did a guided past … Continue reading
Past life trauma, part 2: The Saboteur
The Saboteur was also created in this past life, by another trauma. I have no memories of this; I only know what Loki has told me. Some years after the torture, I was set up and provoked into an insane … Continue reading
Past life trauma, part 1: The Big Block
(Big Block workings, week… who cares…) I’m having bonding sessions with both Freyr and Fenrir, now, for protection, among other things. Freyr is a healer, and good with emotional and mental issues. He is also very good with helping you … Continue reading
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Tagged Big Block, bonding, Fenrir, Freyr, past life trauma, The Saboteur
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About the Big Block
Loki sent me some awful dreams back in October. The dreams hinted at sexual abuse, but were symbolic, as far as I know. The setting where my childhood in this life, and a relative I loved very much. The dreams … Continue reading
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Tagged Big Block, dreams, interpreting dreams, past life trauma, past lives
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Fire and Ink 