Old Norse Faith (Forn Sidr) Pagan.
Lokean godspouse, mystic, and nun.
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I wrote about the Saboteur several times in 2012. Like here and here. Short version: I was kidnapped at a young age and sexually tortured until I my mind broke. I ended up killing myself. My soul sharded due to … Continue reading
When Loki first told me (via a Lokean friend with a godphone) about the Saboteur, early in 2012, I thought it was a Jungian shadow archetype. It turned out to be something quite different. Then Loki told me that it … Continue reading
Back in autumn 2011 I had a life tree divination with runes done. A rune for Freyr popped up, and it seemed like He was a part of my wyrd. In October 2011, I went and did a guided past … Continue reading
The Saboteur was also created in this past life, by another trauma. I have no memories of this; I only know what Loki has told me. Some years after the torture, I was set up and provoked into an insane … Continue reading
(Big Block workings, week… who cares…) I’m having bonding sessions with both Freyr and Fenrir, now, for protection, among other things. Freyr is a healer, and good with emotional and mental issues. He is also very good with helping you … Continue reading