Amber Drake
AKA Darkamber.
Artist, poet & writer.
Cat mum, goth & nerd.Non-practising Pagan hard polytheist.
Former Lokean godspouse.Contact: darkamber @darkamber.net
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Tag Archives: the road so far
The Big Block
Once upon a time (fall of 2011), I was told by Loki (via a Lokean spiritworker), that I had a Big Block. I was told that this Big Block stemmed from a deep, sexual trauma in a previous life. This … Continue reading
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Tagged abandonment, Big Block, Fenrir, Freyr, hearing voices, Hel, house spirits, Loki, mental illness, opening up spiritually, spiritworker, the road so far
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TPE week 3 – Deity and the divine – The path to Loki
I read a lot of mythology as a child. I was most fascinated by Egyptian, Norse and Greek mythology. I didn’t believe in any gods, though. When I was 15 I attended obligatory Bible studies before our Confirmation in the … Continue reading
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Tagged dream visits, godspouse, henotheism, hypnagogia, The Pagan Experience, the road so far
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Fallow times and the road so far
I entered a period of fallow time in June 2012. It was sudden, and I was not prepared. It would last, with a short break in August 2012, until January 2014. During 2011, Loki appeared to me in dreams a … Continue reading
Reboot
I have been a devotee of Loki for three years now, since January 2011. We have out third wedding anniversary in June. During the first two years, I became addicted to depending on others to help me communicate with Loki, … Continue reading
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Tagged Big Block, channellings, divinations, Freyr, Loki, pallomancy, reboot, the road so far, The Saboteur
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Patience – or: don’t do what I did…
In August a year ago, Loki suddenly withdrew His presence from me. He stopped speaking to me, touching me and appearing in my dreams. I didn’t understand why, back then, and became very depressed. Recently I found out that I … Continue reading
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Tagged Big Block, breakdown, dark night of the soul, depression, devotionals, faith, hearing voices, madness, mental health, mental illness, patience, the road so far
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Back…
After I had begun doing meditation visualisations trying to interact with Loki on demi planes, I was told that I would be restricted from any other contact with Himself for a time. Loki also said that when the separation ended, … Continue reading
Fire and Ink 