Amber Drake
AKA Darkamber.
Old Norse Faith (Forn Sidr) Pagan.
Lokean godspouse, mystic, and nun.
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Tag Archives: depression
A visit from Loki
So, the other night I had a brief dream visit from Loki. I dreamt I woke up on my back in my bed. Loki was straddling my hips. There was nothing sexual about it. He was bare chested and barefoot, … Continue reading
Reblog: Odin’s Greatest Enemy, Depression in a Heathen Context
The Heathen community doesn’t deal well with mental illness or depression. There. I said it. I’ve written before about how our community puts such a powerful emphasis on the value of self-reliance (not to mention a certain amount of machismo) that … Continue reading
Living with mental illness, part 2: bipolar 2 disorder, 30s and 40s
I forgot to mention in my previous post that I actually went to two therapists in my late 20s. They weren’t much help, so I guess I just forgot about them. I can’t remember if they were psychologists or psychiatrists, … Continue reading
Living with mental illness, part one: bipolar 2 disorder, teens and 20s
I have a mental illness, but I am not a spirit worker. I doubt I will ever be one. Before the big break with the spirit world in May 2012, I had contact with Loki, Fenrir, Freyr and two house … Continue reading
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Tagged bipolar disorder, depression, hypomania, mental health, mental illness
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Finally, some answers!
I had a very close relationship with Loki, and also Fenrir in the first half of 2012. I was also building a relationship with Freyr. Then, in May, They seemed to suddenly abandon me. Fenrir had in April, I think … Continue reading
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Tagged blockage, depression, Fenrir, godspouse, Loki, mental illness, sacred queenship
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TPE – Humanity
I can still remember when I lost my childhood’s innocence, when my point of view turned form local to global. I was about 14 at the time. I had a very good childhood. I grew up with my mum in … Continue reading
Fire and Ink 