So, the other night I had a brief dream visit from Loki.
I dreamt I woke up on my back in my bed. Loki was straddling my hips. There was nothing sexual about it.
He was bare chested and barefoot, wearing only a pair of black jeans. He had shoulder length, orange hair which was parted over his left eye. His eyes were very green.
He told me:” It’s never too late to start over. You’re never too old to start a new life.”
It’s interesting that he should say that. After my last period of depression which started in mid December last year and is still not completely over, I feel broken.
I’m not as outgoing as I was before my last depression. Only recently have I been able to concentrate on reading books again. Concentration goes out the window when I’m depressed.
I’m trying to fit the pieces back together again. But I’m so tired of having to do so over and over and over.
My last depression wasn’t triggered by anything special, but my antidepressants had stopped working, which is why it didn’t pass in a couple of weeks. So I had to find (with my psychiatrist) another antidepressant to try out. Switching from one antidepressant to another takes weeks. But as the dosage of the new antidepressant slowly increased, my depression began to lift.
I’m still not back to my “normal” though. I guess I have to be patient.
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“I am blessed my goddess, whoever she may be” by We bring the fire
Not every Pagan finds a Patron or a Matron deity.
There are many spirits who delights in pretending to be a deity and who will screw with you.
You are allowed to say no to a deity. They are not human and might not understand everything about human needs, such as having a job, a loving partner or a nice place to live.
If a deity asks you to harm yourself in any way, that’s a big red flag right there. If it is a deity, drop Him/Her. If not, it’s an impostor spirit, and you should cut off all contact.
So the other night I had a visit from Loki.
I half woke up and could feel Him spooning me, being the big spoon. He had an arm around my waist and was stroking my stomach. It was very nice. I felt so loved and safe.
It’s the first time He’s visited me like that since January 2012.
Maybe our connection is getting better?
An interesting video:
I do believe Loki is a God of fire, but He isn’t THE God of fire; that is Surtr.
As a Trickster deity, Loki has big appetites.
He is a very sexual God. He is pansexual, or, if you think about Him mating with Svadilfari to produce Sleipnir, He is omnisexual. I think His mating with Svadilfari, who was a Jotun magical horse, was a one off, though.
He is very fond of food, sweets and booze. According to shared personal gnosis, He likes spicy foods and is fond of Fireball whisky, so those are nice offerings to give Him.
Loki is also fond of creative activities, so nice offerings could be to draw Him or for Him, write Him a poem which you recite by the altar, or write Him a story which you tell Him.
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