Tag Archives: hypnagogia

Visit from Loki

Posted on 18 March, 2017 by Amber Drake

So the other night I had a visit from Loki. I half woke up and could feel Him spooning me, being the big spoon. He had an arm around my waist and was stroking my stomach. It was very nice. … Continue reading →

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Participating in a shamanistic healing circle in Berlin – Part 1

Posted on 5 July, 2015 by Amber Drake

I went to Berlin during the weekend to visit my friend Mila, who I have known online since December 2011, but we had never met face to face. She turned out to be an amazing, wonderful person. Mila runs a … Continue reading →

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Visit by Loki

Posted on 3 July, 2015 by Amber Drake

This morning, while I was in hypnagogia*, Loki visited me and cuddled, for the first time since October 2014. I’m so happy! I think it’s a result from the shamanistic healing session I was in, last Saturday in Berlin. (I’m … Continue reading →

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TPE – D is for Death Goddess

Posted on 25 February, 2015 by Amber Drake

When I was young, I was terrified of death. I was an atheist and I didn’t believe that there was anything after death. Sometimes I despaired, thinking what is the point of struggling through life, only for everything to end? … Continue reading →

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Fallow times

Posted on 13 February, 2015 by Amber Drake

Fallow times are also called the dark night of the soul. It’s a time of spiritual, mental and emotional anguish. Fallow times are when you loose all contact with your gods. I experienced that from May until late October 2012, … Continue reading →

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TPE week 3 – Deity and the divine – The path to Loki

Posted on 19 January, 2015 by Amber Drake

I read a lot of mythology as a child. I was most fascinated by Egyptian, Norse and Greek mythology. I didn’t believe in any gods, though. When I was 15 I attended obligatory Bible studies before our Confirmation in the … Continue reading →

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