Tag Archives: breakdown

Fallow times and the road so far

Posted on 20 December, 2014 by Amber Drake

I entered a period of fallow time in June 2012. It was sudden, and I was not prepared. It would last, with a short break in August 2012, until January 2014. During 2011, Loki appeared to me in dreams a … Continue reading →

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Self-compassion

Posted on 15 October, 2014 by Amber Drake

“So what is self-compassion? What does it mean exactly? As I’ve defined it, self-compassion entails three core components. First, it requires self-kindness, that we be gentle and understanding with ourselves rather than harshly critical and judgmental. Second, it requires recognition … Continue reading →

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1000 pieces: breaking down and rebuilding

Posted on 25 April, 2014 by Amber Drake

I’ve been completely free from the voice in my head for two weeks now. It’s such an immense relief! For a long time I thought I would never be free. That I would never again have a normal life (well, … Continue reading →

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Dream visit: Loki

Posted on 28 March, 2014 by Amber Drake

I told Loki that if I could have a birthday wish from Him, it would be to meet Him in the Dreaming. And He fulfilled my wish! I’m so happy! It was a long dream with several segments. It took … Continue reading →

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Patience – or: don’t do what I did…

Posted on 2 November, 2013 by Amber Drake

In August a year ago, Loki suddenly withdrew His presence from me. He stopped speaking to me, touching me and appearing in my dreams. I didn’t understand why, back then, and became very depressed. Recently I found out that I … Continue reading →

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