Tag Archives: The Saboteur

The Saboteur, part 2 – Origin

I wrote about the Saboteur several times in 2012. Like here and here. Short version: I was kidnapped at a young age and sexually tortured until I my mind broke. I ended up killing myself. My soul sharded due to … Continue reading

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The Saboteur, part 1

When Loki first told me (via a Lokean friend with a godphone) about the Saboteur, early in 2012, I thought it was a Jungian shadow archetype. It turned out to be something quite different. Then Loki told me that it … Continue reading

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The Saboteur: a parasite

Loki has told me I have a parasite. It’s what He called The Saboteur. I thought it was something from a past life, because that is what Loki told me 2 1/2 years ago, but now He has told me … Continue reading

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Reboot

I have been a devotee of Loki for three years now, since January 2011. We have out third wedding anniversary in June. During the first two years, I became addicted to depending on others to help me communicate with Loki, … Continue reading

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In a cage…

First, a recap, since it seems that I’ve either not explained well enough what’s been going on, and since some people doesn’t seem to get it: I have this huge Blockage that makes me “headblind” and prevents me from really … Continue reading

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I don’t know…

So, Loki seemed to get furious with me on Saturday, because I asked Him about something I wanted to know were true or false about that dramatic first life. You know, the life both the Big Block and the Saboteur … Continue reading

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