Amber Drake
AKA Darkamber.
Old Norse Faith (Forn Sidr) Pagan.
Lokean godspouse, mystic, and nun.
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Tag Archives: hearing voices
The Big Block
Once upon a time (fall of 2011), I was told by Loki (via a Lokean spiritworker), that I had a Big Block. I was told that this Big Block stemmed from a deep, sexual trauma in a previous life. This … Continue reading
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Tagged abandonment, Big Block, Fenrir, Freyr, hearing voices, Hel, house spirits, Loki, mental illness, opening up spiritually, spiritworker, the road so far
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2014
I was still hearing a voice during the first four months of this year. I had heard it since May 2013. It claimed to be Loki, but I wasn’t sure that it was. It always talked to a set rhythm, … Continue reading
Fallow times and the road so far
I entered a period of fallow time in June 2012. It was sudden, and I was not prepared. It would last, with a short break in August 2012, until January 2014. During 2011, Loki appeared to me in dreams a … Continue reading
Communicating via pendulum
Since I can’t hear Loki any more, which I did 2 years ago, I decided to try to communicate with Him via my pendulum. For some reason I haven’t considered using my pendulum until quite recently. I think I thought … Continue reading
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Tagged communicating with deities, hearing voices, pallomancy, pendulum
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Hearing voices
I had been free from the voice in my head for three months, and then it suddenly came back. “I’m really Loki this time,” it told me, so for a week I listened to it, until I realised that it … Continue reading
1000 pieces: breaking down and rebuilding
I’ve been completely free from the voice in my head for two weeks now. It’s such an immense relief! For a long time I thought I would never be free. That I would never again have a normal life (well, … Continue reading
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Tagged breakdown, compassion, dreams, hearing voices, mental health, mental illness, mindfulness, spiritual/personal growth
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