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TPE – D is for Death Goddess

When I was young, I was terrified of death. I was an atheist and I didn’t believe that there was anything after death. Sometimes I despaired, thinking what is the point of struggling through life, only for everything to end? … Continue reading

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The Big Block

Once upon a time (fall of 2011), I was told by Loki (via a Lokean spiritworker), that I had a Big Block. I was told that this Big Block stemmed from a deep, sexual trauma in a previous life. This … Continue reading

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Útiseta: Or, How I Gave Up the Grail Quest After Freyr Laughed at Me

Originally posted on Sacred Iceland:
So f***ing majestic… When I first considered coming to Iceland to study a few years ago, my mind was in a very different place than it is today. At that time, I was very invested…

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Visiting my Disir and recent ancestors

I used to be able to achieve ecstatic trances with Loki, before I got ill. In these trances I had several visions and visits to other planes. This is one of my visions and visits. I found myself in a … Continue reading

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Scary things that go bump in the night

One of the common things to experience in hypnagogia is sounds: bumps, thuds, the ringing of a telephone or doorbell, low voices mumbling (sounding like a radio next door), and footsteps. Often it’s just auditory hallucinations – and sometimes it’s … Continue reading

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Surprise visit

Of all the things I hear and experience while in hypnagogia, there’s only one thing that scares me: the sound of footsteps coming closer and closer to my bedroom. I don’t know who or what might be making those sounds, … Continue reading

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