I had done rituals and given offerings to Loki several times, and asked Him to visit my dreams, now that I have my dreams back. (I did a change in meds a month ago, and reduced one, and that gave me my dreams back for the first time since December 2012.) Apart from two very brief appearances, He didn’t visit my dreams so that I could interact with Him. I was rather disappointed, and hadn’t done any offerings in a while.
Then on Monday I did another offering of lit candles, incense and a shot of vodka. I said to Him: “Dear Loki. I miss you. Would you please visit me in my dreams? You’re welcome whenever you want to. Come in whatever form you wish.”
And the next night He came and visited for real. He stayed with me the entire night, through four different dream sequences. The dreams were very vivid and stayed with me clearly when I woke up.
In the first dream sequence we were standing inside the entrance of a large, Swedish shopping centre.
Loki looked much like He did in this drawing. His hair was a bit longer, but still shaggy. He was wearing black cargo trousers, and His sweater was grey. He had blue-green eyes. I was dressed all in red, with a red, short sleeved shirt, knee length skirt, tights and pumps and even a red handbag on my arm )I don’t use handbags in real life).
I told Loki: “I’m going to look for a Halloween/Goth themed handbag, would you like to come shopping with me?”
“Nah…” Loki said. He took off a gold ring and began to toss it into the air and catching it again.
“I’m also going to shop for sweets for Halloween.” I said.
“Now you’re just being contrary,” I said. I reached out and snatched the ring out of the air.
Loki looked surprised, but then He smiled. “As long as you carry that ring on you, you can call me to your side whenever you wish,” He said.
“Ok, I know,” I said, “How about you go to the third floor where they have lots of electronic games, and I do the shopping, and then we can meet up when I am finished?”
Loki agreed. He looked very happy at the prospect of spending some time playing games, and He immediately vanished Himself to the third floor.
I did my shopping. I bought a carry bag filled with different kinds of sweets. Then I used the ring to call Loki to me. He lit up when He saw the huge amount of sweets. It would have lasted me for more than a year of Saturday treats. Who knows how long it would last when Loki got His hands in it. I gave Him the bag of sweets to carry, and He beamed when He saw how much I had bought. Then we exited the shopping centre–
and found ourselves in a new dream sequence. The shopping bags were gone, and we were standing in a big room. We were both dressed in black. Loki had a black shirt and trousers, and I had a black sweater and trousers. There was a wall behind the door behind us, and there was a door at the other end of the room. In the middle of the room was a pillar with a puzzle game on it. I don’t like puzzle games; if I can’t solve them at once, I get frustrated and bored and look up the solution. Loki solved the puzzle with ease. When He had solved it the door opened. We walked through it into another, similar room with a new puzzle. We realised we were in a large game hall, with lots of rooms, and games in each room. Each room had a different colour from the one before it. You could only access the next room by solving the game in each room. Loki easily solved all the puzzles. He’s a quick thinker and very smart.
We were finally at the exit after going through seven rooms. The exit was a large, double door exit of metal and glass doors, and we could see a road and some trees outside. We walked forward and touched the doors, and found ourselves back at the entrance. This time we were armed. Loki had a Viking sword strapped to His waist, and I had a katana (Japanese longsword) strapped to my back. There were monsters in the room that we had to kill. When they were all dead, the door to the next room opened. So, this time we had to kill different types of monsters in each room. Loki is a great fighter, and I was pretty good myself. I have never seen Loki fight before, and I was very impressed. He’s fast and strong and very, very good with a sword. He also uses His body as a weapon, throwing in punches and kicks to stagger the enemy while finishing them off with His sword. I’m sure He could have killed all the monsters by Himself, but He let me fight with Him; this was the kind of game where I could pull my own weight. (In real life I’m a very non-violent person). Then we were back at the exit.
“The exit doors are cursed, “Loki said, “If we touch them with our bare hands, we’ll get sent back to the beginning again.”
The door was locked, so we couldn’t just kick it open.
“There’s just enough room between the doors for you to insert your katana,” Loki said. “Since it’s magical, it will cut through the lock.”
I inserted my katana and it easily cut through the bolt. We pushed the door open, being careful not to touch it with our bare hands.
We were now in a new dream sequence. We were standing on a road, with houses to the right and a birch forest to the left.
In this sequence we got married, which deserves a post of it’s own. 🙂
In the last dream sequence we found ourselves in a large, dimly lit hall. Loki was dressed the same, but I was dressed all in white. I wore a sleeveless, short dress, white pumps and I even had a long, white wig. We were both armed with swords again.
At the end of the hall were a high dais with a high backed throne of carved, dark wood. There were curtains behind the throne, and two servants (?) in old fashioned costumes from the 18th century came out carrying a large chest which they placed next to the throne. They opened the chest and we could see body parts in it. The servants put the torso on the throne and began to attach the limbs, which fit seamlessly. The body was so pale it was a blueish white. The servants dressed the female corpse as they assembled it, in a white ball gown. The head had long white hair. When they had finished assembling the corpse, the servants took the chest and disappeared behind the throne again.
The corpse suddenly opened her eyes. She stared right at us and suddenly shrieked: “Who DARES to wear white in the presence of Zombina, the Queen of the zombies!” She lifted her hands and three doors to each side of the hall opened and a dozen zombies shuffled out of each door. We were outnumbered over 30 to one.
It was a long fight, but we managed to kill off all the zombies.
Zombina looked at me and said: “It seems I may have underestimated you. Let us start over. Here, take this feather boa as a gift.”
The feather boa was long and black and it floated on the air towards me. I draped it around my neck. Before I had time to react, the ends of it snaked around my waist and began to crush me. I fell down on my knees, unable to breathe properly. Loki took hold of the ends of the boa and began to fight to get them to let go.
And then I woke up. I couldn’t breathe properly for a few seconds, that’s how intense the dream was.
I was very grateful to Loki that He came and visited me in my dreams and spent so much time with me. And we got married! It was wonderful!