*bangs head against desk*
Last week I had to ask Loki (via proxy) about the block again.
I had got a big yes on my question on if it would break before April 1st, and nothing seemed to be happening. Again…
Loki tells me that it’s my belief in the block that keeps it in place.
Why couldn’t He have told me that weeks ago, so I could work on it?!
I worked on telling myself that I was far more unblocked than blocked now, for a few days.
Nothing still kept happening, so I talked to Loki again, via a friend.
From the chat:
K: “Loki, why didn’t you tell her earlier that her belief in the block is what keeps the last bits of it in place?”
Loki: “It was not necessary”
K: “Why was it not necessary?”
Loki: “She should not know before”
K: “Ok… so it was – part of the strategy?”
Loki: “In a way, yes.”
Yeah, try to get a straight answer out of Loki…
Me: “Have I managed to disbelieve enough in the block that I’m not keeping the last bits in place?”
Loki: “You still believe in the block.”
Me: “What can I do to disbelieve in it sufficiently? Should I disbelieve in it completely?”
Loki: “Nothing. Wait.”
Me: “Uhm…what? I can’t do anything?”
Loki: “It will come. Believe.”
Me: “Does that mean there isn’t anything more I can do to help with the block from my side?”
Loki: “Believe. Believe the block will crush completely. Trust in me. Love me as much as you can is what will give you the strength to do it. Don’t doubt. Give all your strength to that.”